It's been a year since I haven't created a journal..
Hello, My dear Cherry buns! I'm sorry for being on hiatus for so long.
I've been undergoing some circumstances lately and one of them is losing my passion for art.
It all started when I was not holding a pen for a year or months maybe because I was so busy with my thesis then after thesis I invested my time in cosplay since I'm a cosplayer irl.
I just realized that when I hold a pen and open sai, once I created lines my passion and the eagerness were not there anymore.. it was like it's so dull and I'm starting to procrastinate.
Yes, I'm busy with my personal life but I feel so sad when I feel like I can't draw anymore.
I want to go back to the things that I've used to be here in DA and I miss all of you guys.
Sometimes I'm embarrassed for the fact that I only do commissions here in DA and don't draw what I want to draw any more for the past few months. Because of those times, I badly need money but for now, because I've stopped I don't have a source of income atm hahaha.
It's been years, and next year I will finally graduate. After that, I'll find a job and start my normal life.
I've been thinking to make DA my source of income just like the other artists but my main problem is I lost my passion and if I will be able to do that again it'll be hard for me since I'm also a cosplayer.
But if that day comes, I hope some of you can still remember me and that'll make me motivated.
Hello, My dear Cherry buns! I'm sorry for being on hiatus for so long.
I've been undergoing some circumstances lately and one of them is losing my passion for art.
It all started when I was not holding a pen for a year or months maybe because I was so busy with my thesis then after thesis I invested my time in cosplay since I'm a cosplayer irl.
I just realized that when I hold a pen and open sai, once I created lines my passion and the eagerness were not there anymore.. it was like it's so dull and I'm starting to procrastinate.
Yes, I'm busy with my personal life but I feel so sad when I feel like I can't draw anymore.
I want to go back to the things that I've used to be here in DA and I miss all of you guys.
Sometimes I'm embarrassed for the fact that I only do commissions here in DA and don't draw what I want to draw any more for the past few months. Because of those times, I badly need money but for now, because I've stopped I don't have a source of income atm hahaha.
It's been years, and next year I will finally graduate. After that, I'll find a job and start my normal life.
I've been thinking to make DA my source of income just like the other artists but my main problem is I lost my passion and if I will be able to do that again it'll be hard for me since I'm also a cosplayer.
But if that day comes, I hope some of you can still remember me and that'll make me motivated.
ps. I'm still going to continue my plan to publish a webtoon. I'll update my DA if that time comes 
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